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Monday, July 5th, 2004
9:34 pm
well today was pretty boring until. drew,alex,charile,dave,ben, and steven got here, and even then it wasent that great we went swimming in my gross freaking pool which was some blueish greenish color. then drew got mad because i beat him at a game a bunch of times and thas about it

Current Mood: artistic
Thursday, February 26th, 2004
9:10 pm
random stuff
This enty isnt going to be about anything really. its just some poems that i found over time that i liked. there not to cheerfull of poems but there good and enjoy

***-Dazed Attraction-***
Personal attachments
To an un-loved world

Black and white visions
Surrounded in a forest of whispers
Rose petal kiss’s upon my face
Hands around my waist

Shaken from a dream

In constant terror of retreating love
Always and forever yours
Forever in love with fake attraction
Madly passionate with distant eyes

Finding a way out is the hardest part
Falling in wasn’t so easy ether
Un-wanted words
Worthless life
Sorrow placed upon my heart
Was as simple as hello
As complicated as the cosmos
Living in a world of denial

Don’t stare at these scars
Tell me its not hard to stop
Counting the days I’ve gone without
1,2,3 its over start again
Another day begins
A new hell arrives

Our Greatest Failure.
From the highest peak of existance,
a stern gaze lies steady upon a webbed looking glass...
As sullen eyes trace broken visions of a past creation.

The culmination of his labor and toil,
fiendishly devoured by his mindless sheep,
whose divine hatred for one another
becomes the catalyst of a withering mother.

Maniacally ranting to his crystal orb:

"I have granted you all I could grant,
given my blessings and guidance...
My purest of creations you were..."

The final age had come to pass,
the oceans now churned with his childrens blood,
as his vision curtailed to ash.
His ranting nearly mute..

Then as the final soul fell into the night...
from the shards of his orb came a hollow voice:

"For all tyme we have crowned you our creator, our saviour..
You my god...are our greatest failure..."

I'll Never Forget
Sit here and watch blood drip from myself
Lay here and whip the needle across my skin
Life's meaning running thin
Pieces of memories gather dust on the shelf
Are you also sitting by yourself?
Mind running with feelings I felt
If I call will you answer?
Will you know it's me?
Could you see...
The way I used to be.
Break my heart and push me away
Its happen to me enough anyway
The time and place
The reason you sent me off on my own
Tell me to learn a different face
Try to make me forget
But so u know...

i have more but these 2 took up alot of space (these poems are NOT by me)

Current Mood: cheerful
Saturday, January 31st, 2004
2:35 pm
nothing and thats the problem
well my parents are complete jackasses. for the past 2 days they have made me stay home alone for nothing. but some people might be coming over again so i dont know how the night is going to turn out. buy my hopes arent to high. and lately i just feel like being alone. even though i know i want to be with my friends . but im going to go to bed now so ill be back later
Thursday, January 29th, 2004
3:44 pm
well im actuly starting to update my journal again. nothings new and nothings differnt, so im going to talk about the same old things. people should come over soon today. and i fo have more poems for you if you want em ENJOY

Sails Wave
For the sake of heaven sunset falls
For the man next in line
Sunlight calls his way
To the coast before his mind
Skin becomes the land and Sea
Is filled with tears he knows
How deep the forest is perceived
How close the flowers grow
Silver is the moon tonight
Reflection of a winters smile
Warming up the waters here
The blood that runs the Nile
Temples that were built in air
With hands that are divine
Bare all his colors fared
On the seven steps of mind
Distance reveals a ship on edge
Where the sky meets the ocean tides
These sails that wave hello
Soon will wave goodbye

(once again these are not by me )

Current Mood: calm/confused
Saturday, January 24th, 2004
11:17 am
all the cracks lead right to me and im sliping away
today was shit until my friends came over(#1), and once they were gone it all fell apart again, so its back to back to my room with my only other escape music(#2). my parents contuniosly fuck things up for i never get to see my friends as much as i would like. i get to see em tommarow so im happy but theres always somebody missing that i want to see there. well im going to go.
goodnight sleep tight
(escape #3 sleep)

hopefully i see some of you guys tommarow
Tuesday, January 20th, 2004
6:29 pm
hey peoples. i am bored and nobody came over today but hopefully that will change firday se ya then
Saturday, January 17th, 2004
4:06 pm
last night was fun eventhough i got shy and whisperd when i talked,but i had super cool people over,kori,kody,lindsey.lindsay, and drew..but today isnt so great i thought i was going to have fun again tonite but my parents got gay and when i asked em they just sent me to my rooom but i am too happy for those crackwhores to put me down
12:32 am
andys house
well today everybody went to my house. kori, drew, kody,lindsey,lindsay.we all watched a couple movies. "slc punk", "american pie 3". tonite was alright it was fun it got kinda boring at the end but i still had a good night. and i finally got to hang out
Saturday, January 10th, 2004
1:39 pm
last night was fun. movie was good. arbys was fun ev en though lindsay and alex wouldent shut up about the hand holding thing but. all in all it was ann awsome night
Monday, January 5th, 2004
3:50 pm
well its back to school, and i was really hyper during school but when i got home i got really tired. and me and lindsey are going to kill her drivers ed teacher, that bastard...lol. well whoop whoop .my bed broke i was bouncing on it and it like broke the thingy it was on so got to sleep on the couch..YAY
Tuesday, December 30th, 2003
5:39 pm
home alone
Once again i am home alone and bored. anyway, i am in a very chearful mood for the moment. trying to see if anybody can do anything again. i did ducktape my computer chair back together
andy the handyman. even though i used most of the roll on trying to fix it.
Monday, December 29th, 2003
5:27 pm
YAY!!!im a cool kid now
2:20 pm
im not sure what i am doing but i was forced so here we go. so far my break has been pretty slow ive only done like 2 things so far. and i need to find something to do fast before i go crazy and start killing people.(please dont think im a murder)and lalalalalallalalalla. and lindsay horn is quite the little holgen for forcing me into this but oh well.its something to do. but lucky for me i think i am doing something tonite soo horray for the Andy man.
well this is the end so have a plesent day

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